ABOUT ME

I believed that after everything I’d been through, success would finally save me.

Money, recognition, achievement — I chased it like my life depended on it. I sacrificed my peace, my youth, even my self-worth trying to earn a feeling I thought existed somewhere outside of me.

And I got it.

The lifestyle. The applause. The performance records. The late nights, the friends, the trips — everything people dream of.
But what no one saw was the version of me that felt completely disconnected. I didn’t just feel empty — I felt estranged from myself. I looked in the mirror and rejected my own reflection. I worshipped my muscles, my image, my beauty — spending countless hours trying to perfect the outside, while ignoring the chaos inside.

Social media became my altar. I was addicted to the endorphins of likes and approval. I became a self-absorbed digital version of myself — charming, polished, and hollow. Just like the portrait in The Picture of Dorian Gray, my outward glow only hid the darkness that was silently growing underneath.

Insomnia. Numbness. Exhaustion. Darkness.

More than once, I was ready to give up entirely.

But in 2023, something greater — call it God, the universe, or life itself — pulled me back. Not with chaos, but with clarity. And in that moment, everything began to shift.

For the first time, I experienced peace. Not perfection — just peace. I felt freedom in my own skin. Joy that didn’t need an audience. I began returning home to my body, my heart, my purpose.

So if you’re reading this, maybe you’ve tried everything — success, distraction, self-improvement — and still feel disconnected from yourself. Maybe you’re tired of fighting your own reflection. Tired of being a stranger in your own life.

If that’s you… I understand.

I’m not a healer or a guru. I’m just someone who fell into the darkness — and found his way back.
If you’re ready to stop running from yourself and gently rediscover who you truly are — without judgment, without pressure — I’m here.

Let’s walk this path together.

Simply Jonathan

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I’d love to help you find your new path. See how you can work with me to discover how to live with light. 

WORK WITH ME

MY COACHING METHOD

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    Focus

    Start with clarity.
    Don’t come to us seeking a quick fix or empty promises — we don’t sell happiness or ready-made solutions.

    Come with intention. Come when you truly know what you want.

    We’re here to help you build discipline, self-awareness, and focus on what truly matters. This is your foundation.

    And when you’re ready — when your purpose is clear — you can take the next step.

    We call it THE WORK.

    Because transformation isn’t given.
    It’s earned.

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    The Work

    You’ve reached the moment where you finally understand what you want — and why it truly matters to you.

    Now comes the part most people avoid.

    The work.

    And let’s be honest: working with us isn’t easy.
    It’s not just about sweat — it’s about honesty.
    It’s more than any gym session, because it challenges every part of you:
    your body, your mind, your beliefs.

    You’ll feel tired. You’ll feel vulnerable.
    But you’ll also feel alive.

    We won’t let you go through it alone.
    We’ll be right there — guiding you when you’re lost, lifting you when you fall, reminding you of the strength you’ve forgotten you had.

    This journey isn’t about becoming someone new.
    It’s about meeting the real you — the one hidden under doubt, habits, and fear.

    It’s intense. It’s raw.
    But on the other side?
    Clarity. Confidence. A life that finally feels like yours.

    Are you ready to bloom?

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    Integration

    Integration is the hardest part.

    You’ve discovered who you are. You know what needs to be done.

    Now comes the real challenge — going back to the life you once believed was your reality.

    But everything has changed. You have changed.

    This is the moment where you must choose to live differently — not just for yourself, but for the people you love.

    You don’t need to prove your existence anymore.
    You won’t have to say a word — people will feel the difference in you.

    And you won’t be alone in this transition.
    We’ll be right beside you, helping you live and share this new life with confidence and grace.

“Awaken your inner clarity with sacred Rapé — a traditional Amazonian remedy used to release negative habits, realign your focus, and invite transformation from within.”
Rapé is a traditional Amazonian medicine used not just for the body, but for the spirit. Sacred and grounding, it’s believed to clear negative energy, sharpen focus, and realign intention — helping one reconnect with inner clarity and peace.
Many seek answers outside, but true clarity often comes from within. Ayahuasca, known as the Mother Medicine, gently guides the spirit back to truth — revealing what the mind forgets and the heart already knows.
A one-on-one ceremony can be deeply important for someone carrying a lot of shame. In a private space with a trusted shaman or facilitator, the person feels safe to open up without judgment. This personal guidance helps break the painful cycle of iso
“When your mind begins to heal through beauty, imagination awakens and true vision is born from within.”